Recently, Jessie J shut down a fan who commented on her weight months after her miscarriage, arguing she was still healing from it. In an effort to further elucidate what she’d been through, the British singer shared more details during an interview on “The Diary of a CEO” podcast. According to Metro, Jessie revealed she’d woken up feeling as though something was wrong. The “Bang Bang” hit-maker went straight to the doctor, soon learning that, although there was a heartbeat, it was very low and there was an additional ring to it, signaling “some type of disability or deformity.”
However, Jessie remained hopeful. Sadly, after getting a second opinion, the doctor confirmed the heartbeat was gone. “That [scan] was within three or four hours of the first one,” Jessie said, visibly emotional. The British singer was warned she wouldn’t be able to conceive, so she was delighted to fall pregnant naturally, describing it as the best thing that ever happened to her. Jessie didn’t realize just how much she wanted to be a mother until it happened and, “When I got home and I lay there, I’ve never felt so lonely in my life.”
Thankfully, Jessie also shared her happiness with new boyfriend Chanan Safir Colman on the podcast, admitting to the host that this is her first time being truly in love and being able to envision a future with someone, per The Mirror.
