According to People, during the upcoming “Sister Wives” reunion special, Kody Brown admits that he sometimes finds life with multiple women difficult. Acknowledging that former wife Christine Brown was really struggling behind the scenes, despite continuing to preach the virtues of polygamy in public, Kody described himself as “angry as hell.” Kody reasoned Christine was “living two lives,” which drove the reality star to the brink of his own faith after dealing with her shocking defection.
During a one-on-one chat with host Sukanya Krishnan, Kody admitted, “When you really start getting honest, you start looking up to the heavens and going, ‘Geez, Father. You inspired me to do this. Why is it such a mess now?'” In fact, he revealed, “It really has set me on my heels and had me questioning the lifestyle itself. It’s a challenge.” When pressed about whether he’s been questioning his path in life more often lately, Kody responded, “Oh, hell yes — yes. I question it all the time.”
Each of Kody’s wives then gets the opportunity to give her own perspective on whether plural marriage continues to make sense for them. Christine, unsurprisingly, admits she no longer believes in polygamy, while Janelle Brown confirms she still does — though there was “some soul searching” over the pandemic. Meri Brown feels likewise. Robyn Brown, meanwhile, the only one who still has a functioning romantic relationship with Kody, is concerned he might just leave them all one day.
